One thing I wish I could do without anyone knowing

Well if I were to wish such,  I would definitely like to have the ability to travel through time and space at my leisure. Just imagine if you have those powers,  you can go to places for free even just for a night and snap away if you want to go back to your original place.  Plus, having that power will solve my ldr problems,like when everyone’s already sleeping, you snap away off to your lover then return the next day! 

Imagine, no one knows you have that power and you have like thousands of photos from different places you’ve been to and they will all be like  “ZOMG, she’s living the life” where does she get money?, and i’ll be like “die wondering, lelz!~” 

The pendulum of happiness, rocking back and forth.

This is a subtle reminder that your life gets boring once you are safe already on your comfort zone. Someone out there will appear to your life and shake you up in the manner they want to. There are those people you might hate, but there are those, that you might love in a surprising way. 

They are there to give you happiness, anger, frustrations, love and what might hurt you most: when they try to find ways to disavow you. 

It leaves scars to your brain. 

But don’t let it  be that way, that scars can be converted to good memories, because for once, you shared a lot of emotions to that person and most especially you learned from the experience it brought you.

In my case tho, If the person is that important to me, I just don’t let that person become a memory, I work for ‘more’ memories to keep it going. 

Remember, a boring personality creates bad memories, and bad memories leads to goodbye!

life as I know.

The older we get, the more sadness takes over us. We think more of complicated things and how to get away with it.We realize how bad can love get,how hard it is to solve bigger problems and how to convince people around us who are all different levels of critiques. Sometimes you appreciate things a little too late. Now I realized how everything around me has its purpose. A single detail even the tiniest bit around me made me of who I am now. So everyone who’s part of my life now and about to, thank you! either you’ve been a bad or good influence, you did a good job! You’ll always be part of my journal,and for the rest, my future is still unwritten. You are free to step in!:)

It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you.

I’m not saying I have nothing.  I’m not saying I’m gone completely.  It’s just sometimes it’s all a bit too much to handle.  Sometimes I feel like it’s too much.  I’m not going to rant like a selfish bitch because I know it will get better, it has to right?  Otherwise there wouldn’t be anyone alive now because each has their own problems.  But for now, just for now, it hurts. 

You don’t find yourself, You create yourself.

Brace yourself, learn how to become stronger, and find a way to conquer this hurdle, because when everybody else seem to be too busy to even bother helping you out, you know that aside from God, there’s only you whom you can rely on. Never give up on yourself and not at any time give up on life no matter how difficult it can possibly be. Also, one piece of advice, never sacrifice who you are just because someone has a problem with it.

We wander for distraction, but we travel for fulfillment

There are all these places you’ve never been, people you’ve never met, foods you’ve never tasted, adventures you’ve never had and all you’d wish is, please, please take me away from this place! I don’t need a distraction for my soul but what I need is a fulfillment to feed my soul, and now that I’m 20, and I’m graduating, now is the right time to seek knowledge and learn different culture! 

Hopefully I do all of this with you, because witnessing all the wonderful things around me together with the most wonderful person I know would be euphoria; pure naked happiness! :)

FASHION IS INEVITABLE.

I dress not because I want to impress people but rather it makes me feel good to look and be my own self. I give importance to what I wear for it is the first layer that reflects of who I am.